Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: New friend
Last Harmed: 19 days ago (20-11)

Kay, so I managed to fix most of the drop, mostly on my own mind you! But he did message a few times, and has been quite affectionate. I gave him an offer to get out of the relationship, no guilt tripping what so ever, just gentle and even happy. But he said not at all still. So, I don't know! He did message me last night, but it would have been long after he got up and he used to message me from bed. And I answered, not getting an answer to that until 3 hours later. And he did tell me before he left for work. But you see now, usually he is home about now, and I've had no message. Only three messages all day.

Mood: Lost
Last Spoke To: Daddy
Last Harmed: 17 days ago (20-11)

I wish my little one were here. I don't know what has happened, we were chatting a while last night but then suddenly he didn't reply. I'm not sure what happened. I just really would like him here at the moment. Just to sit in bed for the day. He can play as much as he likes, I'll wear whatever he wants, including nothing. I just want him to hold me. I miss him. He can wrap a belt around my neck and pull me into him, I don't really care. He has been out a lot and his kindle has been mucking up. Hmm. So we have been talking so little...click read more....

Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 14 days ago (20-11)

Well. Only one day has passed since I last wrote but I still have more thoughts, it just won't be a long post. In other words, I forgot how low nail polish takes to dry... haha. Firstly, I figured out my status picture. It's always going to say 'Daddy's little girl & ...' lost or his, either, either... That didn't work in writing haha....Click read more..........

Mood: Unsure
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed:  4 days ago (20-11)

So, let me toss a few words around first. Daddy, dog died, old friend, Master, lover, friend, choice, video. So let me start with the dog then cover your curiosity on 'Daddy'......click read more..........

Mood: Confused! And in love...
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 7 days ago (10-11)

Hum... How confusing... So, there is a possibility, however big or small, that I am beginning to fall in love... With my little one.Yeah um. I never did tell you about that video chat, but we have had three now.  Am I falling in love or just liking what I'm hearing?

Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 2 days ago (10-11)

So I was a bit quick to judge perhaps. My little one hasn't been all that bad. My master says I could earn his collar back, it would take some patience. But, reading between the lines and face value, he cares for me, very much. He does want me back and he does want me. The question now, do I want his collar over my little one's? Do I actually want that? He is becoming much more dominant now and is regaining the love he used to give me before we agreed to try again. He is, I'm sorry to say this but, a little more entertaining than my master because of the things he says he would and does want me to do. When I send him a picture, he tells me I'm beautiful. He likes belts round the neck and collars (aha my favourites!!)....click read more....

Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: Mum!
Last Harmed: 4 days ago (3-11)

Blah. The little one has been in bed for ages. Face it, you're always going to get updates on him, he is a massive part of my day, even of my life now. Shocked he isn't getting sick of me, he is still up late some nights talking with me. Not mentioning we talk every day. I suppose I'm just waiting for it to fall out, but it doesn't seem to be. We fight and get over it. We love and continue on our day and talk. It's just strange... Normal... Amazing haha. Love him. Anyway, there are other things in my day! Although, a lot of this post will revolve around my wonderful task from my little one to break it off with my current master. Don't get me wrong, I love my current master. My little one would keep talking to me as a friend should that make me happy. But really, there's the final, deciding factor. He wants what makes me happy.

Mood: Loved
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 3 days ago (3-11)

Still no progress on leaving my current master but my little one is making me happier than ever. He is starting work again soon (finally got hired!) and I swear, if he settles and doesn't save to go to college for psychology  I'm going to fly over there and give him a big mouthful about how he better start or I'm going to manage his money and save for him! Haha. He is so good at it and even he admits he loves it. I think he is basically stupid if he doesn't get into psychology when he has the money for college. And I know for a fact my little one is not stupid. I might tease him about it but I couldn't be more wrong! I tease him about a lot but so often it is about stuff that is not in one way true.....click read more......

Mood: Relaxed
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: A few days ago

Hm, do you think the relaxed mood has something to do with him? Haha. You won't always have such gentle posts. Suppose because I cut not a few days ago? Ah well. I'll take it as a good sign! 
So nothing else has really happened to do with my last post. I'm not entirely sure what I am posting for today. Just, I don't, talking. Letting you know I'm alive. Getting used to this blogging idea. Won't my counsellor be happy? She is always telling me I should try blogging. I don't think this is what she meant and she has no idea about the D/s so I don't think I'll be directing her here any time soon. Still haven't directed my little one here either... I think I might, I should put a poll up, see who thinks I should leave the posts up and who doesn't. Cause he wouldn't be completely freaked out knowing I've been talking about him here now would he? Haha. Hm, I think there is a possibility he might be... Shhh haha.........Click read more....... 

Mood: Relaxed
Last Spoke With: Someone special who shouldn't be
Last Harmed: A couple of days ago

So we have a new blog now! Everything has been updated and I love the new layout. A little cheap looking but I don't know, I just really like it. Oh well. Perhaps I will update it another time but I don't really want to, it looks good so just shush.
Anyway, not much has been going on, expect... That someone special I shouldn't be talking, may very well be my master if I can work up the guts to tell my current one... So I will just keep that quiet for now. Hm... I should actually write a bit really. I'll hide the post if I ask him to come look later! Hmhm. Then hope he isn't sweet enough to come back from time to time... Anyway, click to read the story, kay?