On Self Harm...
- Sometimes it's just easier to bleed away the pain rather than fix the problem
- I harm because I am sad. Harming makes me sad. So I harm again.
- The world is a big place, someone's going to see my scars
- Every time I ever have sex, my partner will be slightly less pleased because of my misery marks
- Why would someone drag a blade across their skin, split it open, endure the pain, just for attention when they could just cry and threaten suicide?
- If I wanted to kill myself, I would, I need only cut a little deeper. Clearly I'm not suicidal
- Seeing my scars in the mirror before I shower is like seeing a mistake tattoo of a dick on my forehead
- I go into my room with my hand ok and come out with it broken. Now what to tell the family?
- I cut because broken bones are worse
- It doesn't matter if you cut my nails and take my blades, somehow I ending up biting my hand
- No, that's not sunburn. That's my skin rejecting my touch like everyone else
- Sometimes laughing about it is the best remedy
- Even my skin repels my touch, raising, swelling and reddening
- Always cut in the light where you can see what you are doing. It never takes all the pain away so if you can't see, you don't stop because it's never enough
- If I made a concious choice to cut, I'd know I have multiple personalities because I hate my cutting
On Submission...
- What on earth drives a person to be excited by a knife against her wind pipe?
- Master of my heart, master of my body, master of my mind, master of spirit, this master of mine
- My ass is red and I am naked, the tears in my eyes sting. Silly man, yes, I love you
- I submit to my master and my master alone gets that gift
- I don't want a present for Christmas. Wrap me up with a bow and pop me on his doorstep
- 'Make me shush' and 'go away' mean little more than 'I need you more'
- I obey you because if I obeyed myself, I'd hold you and never, ever let go
- What kind of question is 'would you enjoy me touching you as you fall asleep?' Tell me what kind of question that is? A silly one. A dumb one. Because all I want is your hand on me
- Kiss me
- If I could curl up on your lap, you would never get me off
- If love doesn't exist in D/s relationships, like must be a hell of a lot stronger than love
- Online D/s is real, I saw it yesterday on a forum! I told you it existed! Haha
- Really, what do you expect the answer to 'would you like to stay with your master for a week' to be? No, I would hate it? Pfft, silly, insecure Dominants, we love you!
- I give myself to you, but my body on display despite my insecurities, yes silly, I love you!
- Accept me for me, change my behaviour to be more pleasing, cut my hair to your specifications, show me what clothes to wear, but don't change me, don't hate me
- I love what you do to me, but I also love you, please just be with me now, speak not, touch not, except to hold me close and tell me you love me too.