In Between 2 Dominants
Courtesy of RedTears
So you are with your dear master, he is pretty close to perfect for you. Unfortunately, a dominant friend has also captured your heart. You don't like him in the same way you like your master, it's strange. But what do you do? Well, if you and your master are happy, take my advice and stay where you are! If you are happy, you are happy for a reason, don't lose that for 'greener grass'. Don't make my mistake because you just might lose your master forever and find yourself worse off. Just don't do it. What has likely happened is your heart has split the place of lover and dominant. You now have a place for two men. One for a master, who owns you and for a lover, who is your partner. Accepting the lover as your master, is going to make you unhappy, accepting your master as your lover is going to make you one of two things, one being unhappy or the other being a complete slave. Getting close to void of humanity. You need to understand this. You need to see this. Please don't choose your lover because of that familiar vanilla love you feel and don't choose your master because of that beautiful dominance he exerts.
I highly doubt either man will understand this new realisation, but you have to make it work. You now have two men. You have to find the right balance. Now, that balance isn't always perfectly equal, it depends on your two guys, sometimes it is tilted more in one direction than the other. In my case, I should have tilted it slightly more toward my lover and I would have been fine, instead I abandoned my master and lost my happiness. Lost the spunk to my submission because my happiness disappeared, now I'm hardly pleasing my lover who is now trying to be my master while the master slot in my heart is already taken by the master I left. It isn't fair to anyone. I won't and can't leave my old master alone, I can't submit properly to my new master and I'm not nearly as happy with my lover as my master. It's just not working. Of course he wants to make it work, he wants to make me happy, he is my lover for a reason. And my old master cherishes me just as much so he wants it to work too. But I don't! My old master is simply not my lover and cannot be just as my lover is simply not my master and cannot be. But now I'm trying to make it so. Don't make my mistake. It might seem messy right now, but I guarantee choosing one over the other will cause a bigger mess.
This article will gain more words later as I continue through the situation. I won't leave you uninformed to make the same mistakes, I promise.
I highly doubt either man will understand this new realisation, but you have to make it work. You now have two men. You have to find the right balance. Now, that balance isn't always perfectly equal, it depends on your two guys, sometimes it is tilted more in one direction than the other. In my case, I should have tilted it slightly more toward my lover and I would have been fine, instead I abandoned my master and lost my happiness. Lost the spunk to my submission because my happiness disappeared, now I'm hardly pleasing my lover who is now trying to be my master while the master slot in my heart is already taken by the master I left. It isn't fair to anyone. I won't and can't leave my old master alone, I can't submit properly to my new master and I'm not nearly as happy with my lover as my master. It's just not working. Of course he wants to make it work, he wants to make me happy, he is my lover for a reason. And my old master cherishes me just as much so he wants it to work too. But I don't! My old master is simply not my lover and cannot be just as my lover is simply not my master and cannot be. But now I'm trying to make it so. Don't make my mistake. It might seem messy right now, but I guarantee choosing one over the other will cause a bigger mess.
This article will gain more words later as I continue through the situation. I won't leave you uninformed to make the same mistakes, I promise.