Don't Panic!

12/21/2012

 
Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 31 days ago (20-11)

Don't freak out, I was fixing the site up for my little one to visit eventually and decided I quite liked it. Now I just have to hide the About and Blog pages. You will still find my blog here though, I promise. My life is too dramatic to take that away from you haha. So yeah, don't worry, just a little rearranging, I like it this way. I'm thinking of combining the Stories page with the Songs & Poems page since I now have such a long list! And maybe Bits & Bobs with Thoughts. We'll see. Anyway, I do have more to say on my little one.

 
Mood: Annoyed
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last harmed: 30 days ago! Whoa! (20-11)

Daddy has been amazing. My little one WAS being amazing. Now I wanna throttle him! Hmph. I asked him about the second sub, he at first said he would think about it, then no. And he was real sweet. Really good to me. We played a little, talked a lot. Sill no video or phone but he was being good. Then he didn't answer while we were playing, for half an hour and several messages. 

Hmph

12/17/2012

 
Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 27 days ago (20-11)

Hmmm. Ok, I am a little annoyed at my little one. When I was with Daddy, I told my little one it was basically a relationship that was started to end, right? His argument then became that, with him, it would be something that could go somewhere, that someday we might be together real time. I was sceptical but lover this and agreed. Then I said I thought Daddy might be falling for me a little, my little one said he had begun falling for me the moment he heard my voice. It took me aback at the time, for I was not truly falling for him yet. But he was positive he was falling for me. Well. 

Love  you, love me

12/14/2012

 
Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: New weird friend
Last Harmed: 25 days ago (20-11)

I spoke on the phone with Daddy this morning! Ohhh Daddy was aroused haha. He seems to have grown very fond of me being Daddy's little girl, oh and Daddy's whore. Before we got on the phone he asked what I was thinking, which was what he would do to me on the bed at that moment. Ohh haha, he told me on the phone. 

 
Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: New friend
Last Harmed: 19 days ago (20-11)

Kay, so I managed to fix most of the drop, mostly on my own mind you! But he did message a few times, and has been quite affectionate. I gave him an offer to get out of the relationship, no guilt tripping what so ever, just gentle and even happy. But he said not at all still. So, I don't know! He did message me last night, but it would have been long after he got up and he used to message me from bed. And I answered, not getting an answer to that until 3 hours later. And he did tell me before he left for work. But you see now, usually he is home about now, and I've had no message. Only three messages all day.