Mood: Annoyed
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last harmed: 30 days ago! Whoa! (20-11)
Daddy has been amazing. My little one WAS being amazing. Now I wanna throttle him! Hmph. I asked him about the second sub, he at first said he would think about it, then no. And he was real sweet. Really good to me. We played a little, talked a lot. Sill no video or phone but he was being good. Then he didn't answer while we were playing, for half an hour and several messages.
Mood: Hopeful
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 18 days ago
Ok, good and bad news. Bad is that he didn't answer me in the morning. He didn't answer through the day. It was late afternoon before he contacted me. Was I pissed? Yes. Did I tell him? No. Could I remain pissed at him for long? No. Did he apologise? Yes. That was the good news, that he apologised. But now I want to rip my hair out because he is giving out orders again and I really can't please well at the moment, nor enjoy it. Will he understand that? Hell no. Goodness, I want Daddy to come home. I need Daddy to talk to my little one and teach him haha. But then he is giving orders about cuddles so perhaps it's how best he can show that kind of affection online for him. I suppose... Hm, I can't decide whether I'm making excuses for him by saying it's his affection or if I'm being difficult by saying he is giving orders when I can't handle it. Ah that's funny.
Mood: Lost
Last Spoke To: Daddy
Last Harmed: 17 days ago (20-11)
I wish my little one were here. I don't know what has happened, we were chatting a while last night but then suddenly he didn't reply. I'm not sure what happened. I just really would like him here at the moment. Just to sit in bed for the day. He can play as much as he likes, I'll wear whatever he wants, including nothing. I just want him to hold me. I miss him. He can wrap a belt around my neck and pull me into him, I don't really care. He has been out a lot and his kindle has been mucking up. Hmm. So we have been talking so little...click read more....
Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 14 days ago (20-11)
Well. Only one day has passed since I last wrote but I still have more thoughts, it just won't be a long post. In other words, I forgot how low nail polish takes to dry... haha. Firstly, I figured out my status picture. It's always going to say 'Daddy's little girl & ...' lost or his, either, either... That didn't work in writing haha....Click read more..........
Mood: Unsure
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 4 days ago (20-11)
So, let me toss a few words around first. Daddy, dog died, old friend, Master, lover, friend, choice, video. So let me start with the dog then cover your curiosity on 'Daddy'......click read more..........
