Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 31 days ago (20-11)

Don't freak out, I was fixing the site up for my little one to visit eventually and decided I quite liked it. Now I just have to hide the About and Blog pages. You will still find my blog here though, I promise. My life is too dramatic to take that away from you haha. So yeah, don't worry, just a little rearranging, I like it this way. I'm thinking of combining the Stories page with the Songs & Poems page since I now have such a long list! And maybe Bits & Bobs with Thoughts. We'll see. Anyway, I do have more to say on my little one.

Mood: Annoyed
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last harmed: 30 days ago! Whoa! (20-11)

Daddy has been amazing. My little one WAS being amazing. Now I wanna throttle him! Hmph. I asked him about the second sub, he at first said he would think about it, then no. And he was real sweet. Really good to me. We played a little, talked a lot. Sill no video or phone but he was being good. Then he didn't answer while we were playing, for half an hour and several messages. 

Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 27 days ago (20-11)

Hmmm. Ok, I am a little annoyed at my little one. When I was with Daddy, I told my little one it was basically a relationship that was started to end, right? His argument then became that, with him, it would be something that could go somewhere, that someday we might be together real time. I was sceptical but lover this and agreed. Then I said I thought Daddy might be falling for me a little, my little one said he had begun falling for me the moment he heard my voice. It took me aback at the time, for I was not truly falling for him yet. But he was positive he was falling for me. Well. 

Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: New weird friend
Last Harmed: 25 days ago (20-11)

I spoke on the phone with Daddy this morning! Ohhh Daddy was aroused haha. He seems to have grown very fond of me being Daddy's little girl, oh and Daddy's whore. Before we got on the phone he asked what I was thinking, which was what he would do to me on the bed at that moment. Ohh haha, he told me on the phone. 

Mood: Relaxed
Last Spoke To: An old friend
Last Harmed: 24 days ago (20-11)

Doing so well! 24 days! I'm so damned proud! Annnnyway. I'm also so happy. I did try to ignore my little one, I did try to be withdrawn, but he drew me into his arms basically and held me tight. Goodness, I even tried to leave him (yes, I actually did, I told him that I couldn't do it) and he did force me back in, he let me have free will but he actually begged me. 

Mood: Wishful
Last Spoke To: New friend
Last Harmed: 20 days ago (20-11)

20 days! Woah! I'm so proud! Anyway... Daddy is home! But I didn't get to talk to him... He got home late. So now I have to wait till later. But my little one did contact me. 

Mood: Frustrated
Last Spoke To: New friend
Last Harmed: 19 days ago (20-11)

Kay, so I managed to fix most of the drop, mostly on my own mind you! But he did message a few times, and has been quite affectionate. I gave him an offer to get out of the relationship, no guilt tripping what so ever, just gentle and even happy. But he said not at all still. So, I don't know! He did message me last night, but it would have been long after he got up and he used to message me from bed. And I answered, not getting an answer to that until 3 hours later. And he did tell me before he left for work. But you see now, usually he is home about now, and I've had no message. Only three messages all day.

Mood: Hopeful
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 18 days ago

Ok, good and bad news. Bad is that he didn't answer me in the morning. He didn't answer through the day. It was late afternoon before he contacted me. Was I pissed? Yes. Did I tell him? No. Could I remain pissed at him for long? No. Did he apologise? Yes. That was the good news, that he apologised. But now I want to rip my hair out because he is giving out orders again and I really can't please well at the moment, nor enjoy it. Will he understand that? Hell no. Goodness, I want Daddy to come home. I need Daddy to talk to my little one and teach him haha. But then he is giving orders about cuddles so perhaps it's how best he can show that kind of affection online for him. I suppose... Hm, I can't decide whether I'm making excuses for him by saying it's his affection or if I'm being difficult by saying he is giving orders when I can't handle it. Ah that's funny.

Mood: Lost
Last Spoke To: Daddy
Last Harmed: 17 days ago (20-11)

I wish my little one were here. I don't know what has happened, we were chatting a while last night but then suddenly he didn't reply. I'm not sure what happened. I just really would like him here at the moment. Just to sit in bed for the day. He can play as much as he likes, I'll wear whatever he wants, including nothing. I just want him to hold me. I miss him. He can wrap a belt around my neck and pull me into him, I don't really care. He has been out a lot and his kindle has been mucking up. Hmm. So we have been talking so little...click read more....

Mood: Happy
Last Spoke To: My little one
Last Harmed: 14 days ago (20-11)

Well. Only one day has passed since I last wrote but I still have more thoughts, it just won't be a long post. In other words, I forgot how low nail polish takes to dry... haha. Firstly, I figured out my status picture. It's always going to say 'Daddy's little girl & ...' lost or his, either, either... That didn't work in writing haha....Click read more..........